why im still remember all d past.. whats gonna being after dis..im guesting??
taken stpm back coz repeat d paper make me feel down.. btw on my first paper 23 disember i think i saw already my ex brother..its maybe..whatever he is my spirit but at d past now n d days come it ll not anymore,, thanks yup 4 da past...d end of dis,29 d person i had admire when i f5 also resigned from ur working places..
im feeling upset btw i really admit if i nvr fallen back to him when i saw just a little nervour 2 staring him at d first meeting..stayed in dis situation really make me realise not all we want ll be mine..
im remember the valuable time n easily lost it in second..not regret just bit disappointed..im scared to lose my mom n dad also coz it harder to live without them..
bawah nie surat tawaran lulus temuduga kira kenangan aku pi perlis..tapi aku ta dpt continue coz aku da sebab sendiri : kira aku pun layak masuk u cuma aku ta rasa aku perlu masuk lg... hehe
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dis 4,2011 3:09am
=3 just wondering why im not same like before.. actually i had being tired to through dis life,, coz of my mom n dad i try to continue as my best..huh!
.....just a day like ussually i think i nvr get back what i want besides has miracle..ill trying to be myself back n starting back d journey without feeling lost...
dis 5,2011 2:26am
feeling broken! hushh.. yesterday so paintful,, tired wif d life i through.. i know i not good n better enough..as well u dont know me enough,,, like dis word 'dont judge d book by its cover' ... people dont trust my capability n d strenght i can do d work..i disappointed wif that situation..should give me time to show it.. if think u more better dont put me in that situation..im getting weaker! i also mad coz giving me apprisal as but coment i not good enough.. it looked same when i became a prefect people said im not good in dis job n responbility ...why taken n choosen me.. i dont want that please acceptance me as i am.. if i really desire taken me if not ignore... dont likely throw me as rubish coz im had feeling not puppet sold in market...today costumer also not respect d worker.. dont u think we doesnt have feeling?? we want get salary without had problem with anyone..think first before u act direspectful to others.. dont make me punch ur face n talked badly...
near to 4:30am culdnt sleep,suddenly missing of heart pieces!! i cant concentrated to my work nowadays? why im feeling dis way?? omg! lost my self...>im litttle anoying< ohh i want share my uncomformtable situation yesterday coz im thinking of my friend living in kk face look likely to dis person,, d brother...sincerely i should forget d past coz i should strong to faces my world..
dis 7,2011 2:12am
hua3x i saw already ghost in my nightmare.. so scared!!! mom need u.. :(hey today i remember again what have done in d past.. why cant erase?? should i remember d sad part in my life, no n no i should think what is gonna being tomorrow n d day comes... huh by d way i so misses them..
haha =3 well today my mak ngah, pak ngah, ucop n ecah had comes to my house 2 give n inventation card 4 wedding abang... its kindly coz i not meet them, if not maybe i ll get letcure bla..bla n bla bla... hey perlis i ll nvr comes as mahasiswi but end of dis month i ll go there for wedding my bro! i dont think to be able studying at d course coz im not better in it..
dis 7,2011 2:12am
back n back... trust to first sight fallen in love?? btw today it happen to me.. haha just ignore it okeyy..need continue d long journey yup! however i dont think be able to stand in longer time.. i missing of important think..weiyh people sorrounding me called me 'kelam' did i very kelam sometimes i understand not all can match with ur behavior..n just looked outside without judge inside..dont know!
dis 9,2011 10:18pm
today im not in mood! so tension..my hand hurt lorh.. why people likely accusation without asking who truth or false.. why them always think them always right without take care others...im not a good girl but i can looked when it happen infront of me..hmm i just think why shoul i dream about him again. im nvr regret what had happen.. i know it my fault n not accuse d other person..let in beyond n begone.
dis 12,2011 6:05pm
dream about my exm result.. hopefully i get better result but i dont know that what im doing its right... as human perhaps that what i doing be acceptance by god! today go visited by mom's friend.. lucky had get exprience as kampung girl.. im born at kampung btw i not life as them..coz im likely feel like them one day.. my family just an ordinary person but from kids i stayed at taman not kampung..teringinnya,,, hehe sambil layan song from sassy girl.. im feeling rest coz today make my day worst.. fuck to today! hmm im not mean to say but im really tired to say if people threatening u as well dont repay with rude attitude..dont think when me smile im not angry as u know im feeling like to punch ur face.. likely to trouble d other person getting nice... stupid to u! hmm as my wish n prayer hope what u doing ll pay same it by god! serve ur right..is not in world at d other world..
dis 15,2011 11:03am
yeahh suda hbs repeat pas nie keja la aku cam besa... toink3x life as ussually... why im getting nightmare suddenly n why my life being worst.. huhu ahh put it aside.. me n my new life :)) nieyh im weird why i became an administrator of pages ah chong??https://www.facebook.com/pages/Ah-chong/179041685520359 adoyaii..aku da ta maw sakitkan hati dia n da ta maw da kena mengena..
dis 17,2011 10:40am
today need to relief rsa semangoii.. im only star 1..not good enough.. why me should go there?? haha 2 days.. poor to them to get me.. as my best i ll try it.. my day is like ussually yesterday i meet my class teacher when i was an upper six student.. she wear d pink clothes.. ehh she smile to me i hope she nvr angry coz i already getting bad result in ekonomi.. hehe im sorry.. until here my diary ,, i need go to make home work..c u later my diary..missing of schooling time n kids moments :) <3
dis 20,2011 4:07am
ehhmm finally im just relief rsa just a day coz my store not enough people,,, i learn about d attitude 4 others people.. not all people like n acceptance at begin.. btw im not feeling good.. my heart feel like wanna crying.. howcan i express d feeling if i not sure about it..really tired n maybe d times come i ll died!
dis 22,2011 3:58am
missing of heart again n again.. really tired to through my day..cry cant solve d promble,,, im waiting for someone btw it left 2 days.. ist d day enough but i had tired to say i loved u..more painful if u not say anything, i understand u but after dis i ll not appear infront of u... sory 4 everything..............
dis 24,2011 2:32pm
adoyai i think i had make my life trouble n become more messy... i cant think t correctly.. dont say i had fallen in love with that guy.. god ! sory btw i had give my heart chance to love n wait for his love..howeever i notice back he doesnt love me.. sory to say he nvr look back to me.. i trying to stand near unless he cant c me.. maybe not meant to us.. today is last day for waiting him.. i wish he ll say that word.. my dreaming it ll nvr be.. unforgetten nadia u should forget n noticed he not ur soul mate... d feeling should be ignore n i should dissapear btw im getting harder to say i hate coz i should admit i like mr n... hmmm why easier to feeling love n at d same time im heartbroken coz should let u go coz cing u can smile n laughing with other n my fwenz re make me think maybe u liike her,,, tq coz give me d feeling i ll try to forget as my swear i ll nvr looked at u when i back from my leaves,,, sincerely im hapy n feeling comfortable ..n feeling touching when u shout at me,,, i ll try to remove u n perhaps u had already gone mr n... i <3 u.........
dis 25,2011 3:01pm
dis time 4 change..need to going far without feeling upset coz i need strong... haha i had remove my name my fb from group kfc coz i dont think i should be appear at that.. its make me sad coz i think i had remove d person... look at d cmnt i c he like my fwenz i dont be selfishness started today i want bring out my heart n leave all d past at d back! how come that my behaviour being like dis?? i dont know but i noticed it started when i became an upper six student coz i lost d important person in my life... prayer to my god to give me be strong coz i really feel tired to continue d journey...
dis 26,2011 3:41am
im just realise my feeling toward mr n just misunderstanding... maybe before dis they tell me im likely him that make me fallen...trying to understand i can erase d person are really i admire when i f6...wlaupun mr a jauh i can forgetten him easily...take time to bring out my heart away :)) stayed out thinking i just remember d memories but d feeling love is no more to mr a aka my bro! btw im just had an confius coz im tired to think who my soulmate :)) know im better perhaps if had meant to me one day it will...btw to dis time not right time to think about that.........
resPect atau Kuang aJar!!
as human in dis life cam na marah skli pun jgn la kt kurang ajar sgt... bajet-bajet la skt. kau tahu mak ke ayah cam na pun kena respect klau kurang ajar ta cium bau syurga kowt :)) korang nak masuk neraka ?? aku ta maw tau.... hehe weiyh korang syg ta kat adik beradik korang... masa kck2 kita slalu main sesama tapi ta kan sbb slh skt kita nak maki2 ta bgs sifat cam tu...kena byk bsabar sbb tu aku ta boley keja sesama ngan abang n kakak aku... ehhhmmm aku tgk dia dah smakin lain ksian kowt kat abg dia tp kkdg sama ja aku rasa :) takan sbb org lain keluarga kt nak jd mangsa... hoi hoi klau sampai cam2 baik korang mati saja la.... aku rasa hairan pasai pa yg aku cpt touching?? haha
dis 30, 2011 2:06 am
alamak saya jelez tgk dia boley gelak ngan kawan saya,, whats going on nadia misunderstanding,,,, i didnt love him i admit had sent msg to his bro n said i like him btw i founded nope didnt like... hua3x now is really happen what should i do... i noticed i need stand far away coz to make sure i nope like him,,, NOPE! coz i just love a person,,, how far away him instead just him i love..so many d sadnes n hapynes that i sharing with him... i know n sure that doesnt have meant to together but i cant easily forgetten d past.. i hope i can build relationship as fwenz to that person... at work place i hope n perhaps them not arguement coz we should think deeply to makesure not get an insane later.. be hapy
